I’m 21 years old, living with my boyfriend in our own 3 bedroom semi detached house, with a full time job, a dog, a blog and youtube channel. Reading that makes it sound like I have my shit together and that I really know what I’m doing but in reality I don’t.
I’m on minimum wage, with a loan being paid off, never completed my A-levels, never went to uni, left home at 17 (well left wales and all my friends and family at 17), have a shopping problem and multiple health issues – physical and mentally.
I have so many things I want to do with my life and don’t get me wrong the life I have now is great, I just want to travel the world and work abroad for a while, find myself and my roots. Just try and discover who I really am because even though it might sound odd even now in this ‘Adult’ life I have no idea who I am or what I’m doing.
I’m going day by day just winging it and hoping everything turns out well, for instance I currently have a mixed wash on and I’m just praying that the colour catcher makes sure my colours don’t run, plus my bath is full of bleach to get rid of the bath bomb stains and I’m just hoping I don’t burn my skin trying to clean it. I hate cleaning the toilet, making sure my house looks nice, that there’s clean undies to wear, plates to eat off and that my blog photos are of good quality. Not only am I an adult I’m also a blogging/vlogging adult so all the blog photos, videos, editing, post writing and scheduling tweets and posts – it can be tiring but I love it.
I have no idea what this posts purpose is and I feel like I’m just babbling away because honestly I have no idea what I’m doing with anything, heck even blogging and makeup. Is this contour blended? Who knows! I’ve even gone to work with grey hair from dry shampoo once because I was like it’s better than washing my hair . . .